| Yeah it's sappy but damn it"s honest |
[05 Apr 2006|11:34pm] |
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Janis Joplin-"Me and Bobby McGee" |
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Have you ever had that feeling
When the pores under your fingernails numb
And your whole body shivers, the good shiver
When every vast and every vision of the world
Is clear
Clenching your hands you want to cry out
As pure, flawless, left with no abrasion
Happiness
Conceals no one
When the population seems closer to you
The closest you suppose at that that time
You may ever get to yourself
But every future after that becomes more revealed
As the concilation prize written on your forehead can be seen
By you
Without a tool of the masses to truly obstruct one's vision
Parallel lines escape from the temples
And reach out with little digits towards what you need
When your scattered fingertips shave carvings into your head
Cravings for only a single goal
Protrude and prod at the beating
Uneven
Center of it all
We call this.
I wrote this poem in stream of consciousness meaning that i never really took my pen off of the page as i was writing.
And basically this is how i have been feeling or maybe how i want to feel
But now i am questioning myself so i should probably just stop, have fun yawl.
-PLH...
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[05 Mar 2006|10:34pm] |
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contemplative? |
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Against Me!-"Holy Shit" |
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And so i sit
Once again, along the beach
My eyes caught gazing 'cross the moonlight
But my mind is somewhere gazing
At the closest thing that i can come to thought
I took a walk today, i walked, i walked, i walked so far today
A cigarette in one hand between my index and my middle
And now i ponder all the thoughts that ths lit cigarette makes me think.
I think about all those many nights
I lay beneath you with that tender kiss between us
You and i comepletely naked
Everything between us naked
Every feeling, every truth
Every hope, i needed you.
And so i climb
The nearest street pole by the water
To get a better view of the sun
And sunday morning's coming quickly
As the waves all wash to one
I walked beside my heart last night, the ocean in my arms last night
Wish it was you that i could walk beside tonight
With each step i take i sink beneath this soggy sand
Realize my better half should be beside me once again.
I think about all those chilly nights
Between these sheets with just a tender kiss about us
You and i together naked
Everything between us naked
Every freedom, every truth
Every hope i wanted you (because you)
Well as this rainbow parts this sky above
I tilt my head and sing to the clouds
A song of a journey that brought two hopefuls together
And with my eyes closed screaming out these lines
i wonder now what i might find
As i finally end my walk alone forever.
So i finally walk
Side by side these silent streets
At 2 am nothing makes a sound but my empty feet
I cross under a stop light shining green
Its as though she's telling me
"Keep on walkin', son, you'll make it soon, your heart still's got a lot to prove"
So i keep dragging my feet waiting for the answer to release
I'm finally one step backed away from all that i can see
And one step toward my final bout with infinity
But i'm heading home
Yeah i've walked for weeks
This gravel ground's become
Tired to me...
I just picture her
So strong within
Just brings back fleeting
What i wished once to be...
So i stuggle through all those many nights
I lay beneath you with that tender kiss between us
You and i completely naked
Everything between us naked
Every feeling, every truth
Every hope i needed you.
(This is a song from the summer, and i thought maybe it might make peoples spirits rise a bit. Tell me what you think because i am not sure what i want to do with it yet.)
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[28 Dec 2005|02:04pm] |
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Fall Out Boy-"Chicago Is So Two Years Ago" |
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Time to think with a napkin at Leo's... this is what i get...
let's believe in a new kind of conquest, hopeful redemption
a happier parallel of all believers
shun yourselves and relive eternity
-PLH...
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[29 Nov 2005|01:16pm] |
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belle and sebastien |
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1.Your Full Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite Color:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
13. Do you think I'm a good person?
14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
15.Do you think I'm hot?
16. Would you call me just because?
17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you?
18. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?
19.Would you have sex with me?
20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
-plh...
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[14 Nov 2005|11:35am] |
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Against Me!- "Shit Stroll (Nah Nah Nah)" |
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| Your Hidden Talent | 
You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary. |
I don't know what else to say other than...
this shit is right on point. haha.
-PLH...
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